I have quite a few very random, very unrelated thoughts swimming around in my head that I believed, in a moment of caffeinated delusion, would make a perfectly arbitrary blog that you who are reading this could easily be tricked into... well, reading. So, here they are, in no particular order:
(DISCLAIMER: Please accept my pre-emptive apologies for the potential time you will have wasted reading this. I promise the future of my blog is significantly brighter.)
At 8:00 this morning, I had a full cup of strongly caffeinated coffee made by some spanish-speaking country. It has been five hours since then and the effects have not yet worn off. Those who know me well understand how crazy and energized caffeine makes me and could possibly be laughing at the way my writing style closely resembles my stream of consciousness while affected by said drug. This behavior leads me to believe that I should reserve my spanish coffee exclusively for race days. (And maybe my birthday, just for fun.)
I am thoroughly enjoying the shirt I'm wearing today! It is soft, warm, and loose-fitting. I won't lie, I bought it from the little boys' section at Kohl's. And I'm not ashamed to admit that I would like to get another one just like it, but in black. (This one is white.)
I still really like Relient K.
There's another shirt in the Kohl's boys' section that I would like. It's an athletic shirt that says "No Train No Gain." Seems fitting. (hehe) Or maybe I could just make myself a sign that says that.
I just watched a series of promotional videos for the Spartan Race (http://www.spartanrace.com/), and I am PUMPED! The Spartan Race is a series of muddy, trail running obstacle courses of varying distances that are held all over America, Canada, and the United Kingdom. The obstacles are insanely tough and you really would have to have the heart of a Spartan to do it. I think people who try them must be madmen and women; and I wonder if I'm mad enough to be able to endure it...
I signed up for a 10k run!!! You might think I'm crazy, but you didn't just watch videos about the Spartan Race. A 10k should be a cakewalk compared to that!
Still, it will be the farthest distance I've ever been on foot; so it actually won't be a walk in the park for me. I can't decide if I want my goal to be just to finish it by any means necessary, or to run the whole way. Of course, I'd like to run the whole time, but what if my knees can't handle it? (In case you were curious from the last post as to why I don't like to run, it's because I seem to have inherited my parents' knees. And that's not a good thing.) But I want this year to be memorable, and attempting a feat I've never done before certainly seems memorable. I have found a 5 week training plan and I'm going to do my best to stick to it. I've also enlisted the partnership of a friend at work to train and do it with me. (I even gave her a training plan before I asked her if she would do it - how creepy is that??) At the moment, I'm particularly excited about boldly going where I've never gone before; but once the caffeine wears off, my thoughts may change to self-loathing.
I'm singing in church on Sunday. I've never done that before either... I'm terrified.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Saturday, January 21, 2012
KKKKK
I successfullly completed my first event of 2012 today - The Greenville News Run Downtown 5k Road Race. (I feel they should look into shortening the name.) With that said, I shall now detract from all accomplishment and pride potentially perceived in the previous statement by admitting that I don't like running.
Usually when I say that, people ask me why I do it. In short, it's because running is a part of triathlons and I like triathlons. So, now that that's out of the way...
I got up at 6:30 this morning in such great pain that only females would understand. I worried that it could be my downfall before I even had a chance to start. But I got up anyway and took a hot shower to wake myself up and ease the pain. Once I finished, I peeked outside to see what the weather had decided to do. As it turns out, it was pouring rain. Shoot.
I made myself the breakfast of champions - a peanut butter and banana sandwich - with a strong cup of coffee. I consumed it quickly and quietly, washing it down with a pair of Tylenol. I checked outside again and it was indeed still raining heartily. Sigh. I gathered some clothes together to change into after I presumably got soaked from running for 40 or so minutes in the flood, and headed out the door around 7:45.
I brought my iPod with me and turned up some of my favorite oldies on the drive there to keep my mind off the rain and my pain. It rained hard the whole way to Greenville and I dreaded the run more and more with every passing mile. I finally arrived and found a parking spot somewhere off the beaten path. Once there, I responded to the encouraging texts of my mom and sister-in-law, got all my stuff together, and said a short, sincere prayer asking for the strength to not stop running and for a break from the cold rain. I opened the car door and let the outside chilll serve as a wake up call to my nerves and muscles. As I made my way to the start, I noticed it had stopped raining. I was okay with that.
If you have never done a run, a ride, or some other similar event, you are missing out! It is difficult to find the right combination of words to describe the excitement you feel at the beginning of one of these events. The anticipation is almost tangible as everyone walks, jogs, and jumps around nervously, waiting to prove to themselves, and perhaps others, their ability to accomplish something amazing. (And there always seems to be very loud music to walk, jog, and jump around to. That's how you know you're in the right place - heart-pumping, brain-pulsating rock and roll.) There were people there of all shapes, sizes, ages, genders, and backgrounds. Some were there to come in first place, some wanted to set a new personal record, and some just wanted to finish. Whatever their goal may have been, their mere presence there on a cold, rainy, January day was likely their biggest and hardest step in achieving it.
I shuffled about for nearly 20 minutes, trying to warm up my muscles and my skin without wearing myself out. With nearly 15 minutes left until the start of the run, I found a niche in the middle of the pack and waited for someone at the front to say "Go!" There was a muffled voice on a loudspeaker periodically reminding us that the minutes were ticking by, but I could never really understand what it was saying because there was so much chattering going on around me. Eventually, the national anthem began and a complete hush trickled over the crowd from the front to the back, like a wave at a football stadium. I felt very patriotic in that moment and grateful to know that the Star Spangled Banner still demands respect and awe from its country's citizens.
Soon after we followed the anthem with loud, amibitious cheers, the run began at the muffled voice's energized "GO!" I watched as the crowd in front of me began to inch forward slowly as everyone's breath rose in the air in forceful, steamy puffs. I was freezing and wishing I had brought some gloves with me; but I knew that I would warm up quickly once I really got moving. It still wasn't raining as we got started and I was thankful for that. Along the sidewalks lining the run course were people holding political signs, trying to convince us at the last moment to go vote for their beloved candidate. All it did for me was entice the fleeting thought of "Oh yeah, I need to vote today!"
The first mile went by fairly quickly. Before I knew it, I was passing the first mile marker. I checked my watch and saw that it had taken me 11:11 to go the first mile. That was nearly 1:30 a mile faster than I had done on my training run on Sunday. So, I kept plugging along, trying not to think too much. Approximately ten relatively non-eventful minutes later, I passed the 2nd mile marker, again without too much difficulty. "Wow!" I thought, "I'm doing it!"
Then there was a hill. A stupid, merciless hill. Many of the runners directly in front of me were defeated by the mini mountain and decided to walk. Not me, though. I kept jogging. My one and only real goal for this run was to keep running no matter what, and I wasn't going to let this hilll be the thing that stole my goal. So I kept shuffling my way up, up, and up. In the end, the hilll didn't defeat me, but it did rob me of a great deal of energy. During the last three-fourths of a mile, it was all I could do to keep my legs trotting. But I did.
Eventually, I turned a corner onto Main Street and could hear the music coming from the finish line. As I realized the end was easily within reach, it began to drizzle again. At that point, though, I didn't care about the rain, my finish time, or even voting. I just wanted to finish. I forced my legs to pound faster, all the while thinking, "Don't fall, don't fall, don't fall..." because there were parts on the road that were much more slippery than others. I figured it would be just my luck to nearly make it to the finish line, only to slip in a huge puddle and go sprawling, landing on my face.
Fortunately, though, the Lord kept me upright, and I finished! My unofficial time (according to my stopwatch) was 33 minutes on the dot. That's not awesome, but it's nothing to complain about for the first run of the season. Once done, I handed in my time chip and walked around, trying to let my breath slow down. I was extremely thirsty and looked everywhere for the line of runners getting their free water bottle, but to no avail. A mere five minutes following my finish, I was slowly on my way to my car. Usually at events like this I have some reason for staying, whether it be a free meal, or my awesome, faithful fan club (a.k.a. family) snapping pictures. But today there was neither, so I saw no point in sticking around in the cold. All the sweat I had worked up during the run was now making my clothes stick to my skin and making me colder than ever.
I walked solemnly to my car, pondering all I had accomplished in just over 30 minutes. As I went, I again noticed the rain coming down. I stopped because I realized God had answered my short, imploring prayer for momentary relief from His rain for the duration of the run. In that moment, I felt incredibly humbled. So I stopped. I stopped and thanked Him for keeping the rain at bay for just a little while, and for giving me a body that can do amazing feats. It was a personal, spiritual moment that I can't truly describe; so I won't bother trying. Suffice to say, I became teary eyed at the prospect of my larger-than-life God taking time to listen to and celebrate with His one-out-of-a-gazillion daughter.
As I said, I don't really like running. At least not all the time. But I will do it because I can. I will do it as long as I can. One day the opportunity to do so will have run its course and I will be the one on the sidelines cheering on another determined athlete. But until then, I'll run in the cold, the rain, the heat, and the impossible just because I can.
And so the season begins...
Usually when I say that, people ask me why I do it. In short, it's because running is a part of triathlons and I like triathlons. So, now that that's out of the way...
I got up at 6:30 this morning in such great pain that only females would understand. I worried that it could be my downfall before I even had a chance to start. But I got up anyway and took a hot shower to wake myself up and ease the pain. Once I finished, I peeked outside to see what the weather had decided to do. As it turns out, it was pouring rain. Shoot.
I made myself the breakfast of champions - a peanut butter and banana sandwich - with a strong cup of coffee. I consumed it quickly and quietly, washing it down with a pair of Tylenol. I checked outside again and it was indeed still raining heartily. Sigh. I gathered some clothes together to change into after I presumably got soaked from running for 40 or so minutes in the flood, and headed out the door around 7:45.
I brought my iPod with me and turned up some of my favorite oldies on the drive there to keep my mind off the rain and my pain. It rained hard the whole way to Greenville and I dreaded the run more and more with every passing mile. I finally arrived and found a parking spot somewhere off the beaten path. Once there, I responded to the encouraging texts of my mom and sister-in-law, got all my stuff together, and said a short, sincere prayer asking for the strength to not stop running and for a break from the cold rain. I opened the car door and let the outside chilll serve as a wake up call to my nerves and muscles. As I made my way to the start, I noticed it had stopped raining. I was okay with that.
If you have never done a run, a ride, or some other similar event, you are missing out! It is difficult to find the right combination of words to describe the excitement you feel at the beginning of one of these events. The anticipation is almost tangible as everyone walks, jogs, and jumps around nervously, waiting to prove to themselves, and perhaps others, their ability to accomplish something amazing. (And there always seems to be very loud music to walk, jog, and jump around to. That's how you know you're in the right place - heart-pumping, brain-pulsating rock and roll.) There were people there of all shapes, sizes, ages, genders, and backgrounds. Some were there to come in first place, some wanted to set a new personal record, and some just wanted to finish. Whatever their goal may have been, their mere presence there on a cold, rainy, January day was likely their biggest and hardest step in achieving it.
I shuffled about for nearly 20 minutes, trying to warm up my muscles and my skin without wearing myself out. With nearly 15 minutes left until the start of the run, I found a niche in the middle of the pack and waited for someone at the front to say "Go!" There was a muffled voice on a loudspeaker periodically reminding us that the minutes were ticking by, but I could never really understand what it was saying because there was so much chattering going on around me. Eventually, the national anthem began and a complete hush trickled over the crowd from the front to the back, like a wave at a football stadium. I felt very patriotic in that moment and grateful to know that the Star Spangled Banner still demands respect and awe from its country's citizens.
Soon after we followed the anthem with loud, amibitious cheers, the run began at the muffled voice's energized "GO!" I watched as the crowd in front of me began to inch forward slowly as everyone's breath rose in the air in forceful, steamy puffs. I was freezing and wishing I had brought some gloves with me; but I knew that I would warm up quickly once I really got moving. It still wasn't raining as we got started and I was thankful for that. Along the sidewalks lining the run course were people holding political signs, trying to convince us at the last moment to go vote for their beloved candidate. All it did for me was entice the fleeting thought of "Oh yeah, I need to vote today!"
The first mile went by fairly quickly. Before I knew it, I was passing the first mile marker. I checked my watch and saw that it had taken me 11:11 to go the first mile. That was nearly 1:30 a mile faster than I had done on my training run on Sunday. So, I kept plugging along, trying not to think too much. Approximately ten relatively non-eventful minutes later, I passed the 2nd mile marker, again without too much difficulty. "Wow!" I thought, "I'm doing it!"
Then there was a hill. A stupid, merciless hill. Many of the runners directly in front of me were defeated by the mini mountain and decided to walk. Not me, though. I kept jogging. My one and only real goal for this run was to keep running no matter what, and I wasn't going to let this hilll be the thing that stole my goal. So I kept shuffling my way up, up, and up. In the end, the hilll didn't defeat me, but it did rob me of a great deal of energy. During the last three-fourths of a mile, it was all I could do to keep my legs trotting. But I did.
Eventually, I turned a corner onto Main Street and could hear the music coming from the finish line. As I realized the end was easily within reach, it began to drizzle again. At that point, though, I didn't care about the rain, my finish time, or even voting. I just wanted to finish. I forced my legs to pound faster, all the while thinking, "Don't fall, don't fall, don't fall..." because there were parts on the road that were much more slippery than others. I figured it would be just my luck to nearly make it to the finish line, only to slip in a huge puddle and go sprawling, landing on my face.
Fortunately, though, the Lord kept me upright, and I finished! My unofficial time (according to my stopwatch) was 33 minutes on the dot. That's not awesome, but it's nothing to complain about for the first run of the season. Once done, I handed in my time chip and walked around, trying to let my breath slow down. I was extremely thirsty and looked everywhere for the line of runners getting their free water bottle, but to no avail. A mere five minutes following my finish, I was slowly on my way to my car. Usually at events like this I have some reason for staying, whether it be a free meal, or my awesome, faithful fan club (a.k.a. family) snapping pictures. But today there was neither, so I saw no point in sticking around in the cold. All the sweat I had worked up during the run was now making my clothes stick to my skin and making me colder than ever.
I walked solemnly to my car, pondering all I had accomplished in just over 30 minutes. As I went, I again noticed the rain coming down. I stopped because I realized God had answered my short, imploring prayer for momentary relief from His rain for the duration of the run. In that moment, I felt incredibly humbled. So I stopped. I stopped and thanked Him for keeping the rain at bay for just a little while, and for giving me a body that can do amazing feats. It was a personal, spiritual moment that I can't truly describe; so I won't bother trying. Suffice to say, I became teary eyed at the prospect of my larger-than-life God taking time to listen to and celebrate with His one-out-of-a-gazillion daughter.
As I said, I don't really like running. At least not all the time. But I will do it because I can. I will do it as long as I can. One day the opportunity to do so will have run its course and I will be the one on the sidelines cheering on another determined athlete. But until then, I'll run in the cold, the rain, the heat, and the impossible just because I can.
And so the season begins...
Monday, January 16, 2012
To be (awesome)? Or not to be (awesome)?
Saturday I was spending some time with my mom and my precious 6-year old nephew, Zeke. While I was there, he turned on the TV and coverage of the 2012 Olympic marathon trials appeared. He got very excited and said, "Look Heather! People running!" I told him that was cool and we talked about what the runners were wearing, why they were running, and other stuff. Then he paused, got a very quizzical look on his face, and asked, "But Heather, why aren't you running in it?" Haha... the Olympic marathon trials?? Yeah right!!
I love kids. I love how they can humble you in just a few words by innocently and unknowingly pointing out your weaknesses and mistakes. And I also love how they look up to you with wide eyes, believing that you, the big person, are a superhero and can single-handedly take on the world. They can make you feel like a million bucks!
My sweet Zeke has seen me do a few different races in his lifetime. He even ran the last couple yards of my first triathlon behind me, crossing the finish line hot on my heels. (He was 3 at the time.) So, of course he thinks his Aunt Heather is Wonder Woman and can do any race, anytime, anywhere. That's not true, obviously, but it's encouraging and sweet to know he has so much innocent confidence in me.
So what is the point of this blog? It is to encourage and empower you (and me)! Philippians 4:13 says "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." It says all things. Not just a few things. That means I could potentially be the president one day if I trust in Him to get me there! (Don't worry, I have no real aspirations of becoming president... but I could.) On a much simpler level, it means that I can physically handle doing 12 events this year and completing every single one. As I train and endure the long hours, extreme cold, intense heat, and everything in between, my God will strengthen me. If I put Him first, I believe He will bless my efforts to keep His temple in tip-top shape.
So, who knows, maybe some day I will run a marathon. I've already been surprised and amazed at what my body can do. When I first began to ride my bike seriously, I could barely make it to the end of my road and back home without stopping to gulp in air. Since then I have climbed Mt. Marion on my bike and ridden to Charleston. Twice. God has created our bodies as amazing machines to do amazing things; but most of us don't even give ourselves a chance to try to be great. It's much safer on the couch.
You can do all things through Him... but you have to start with something.
I love kids. I love how they can humble you in just a few words by innocently and unknowingly pointing out your weaknesses and mistakes. And I also love how they look up to you with wide eyes, believing that you, the big person, are a superhero and can single-handedly take on the world. They can make you feel like a million bucks!
My sweet Zeke has seen me do a few different races in his lifetime. He even ran the last couple yards of my first triathlon behind me, crossing the finish line hot on my heels. (He was 3 at the time.) So, of course he thinks his Aunt Heather is Wonder Woman and can do any race, anytime, anywhere. That's not true, obviously, but it's encouraging and sweet to know he has so much innocent confidence in me.
So what is the point of this blog? It is to encourage and empower you (and me)! Philippians 4:13 says "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." It says all things. Not just a few things. That means I could potentially be the president one day if I trust in Him to get me there! (Don't worry, I have no real aspirations of becoming president... but I could.) On a much simpler level, it means that I can physically handle doing 12 events this year and completing every single one. As I train and endure the long hours, extreme cold, intense heat, and everything in between, my God will strengthen me. If I put Him first, I believe He will bless my efforts to keep His temple in tip-top shape.
So, who knows, maybe some day I will run a marathon. I've already been surprised and amazed at what my body can do. When I first began to ride my bike seriously, I could barely make it to the end of my road and back home without stopping to gulp in air. Since then I have climbed Mt. Marion on my bike and ridden to Charleston. Twice. God has created our bodies as amazing machines to do amazing things; but most of us don't even give ourselves a chance to try to be great. It's much safer on the couch.
You can do all things through Him... but you have to start with something.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Roarin' 20s!
Happy New Year! It's 2012, the year of the... the um... probably the... well, who really cares about that anyway?
Most important to me is the fact that this year will be my last one in my 20s. I turn 29 on February 19th, which gives me a meager 12-month last chance to live out loud.
Now, I realize being 30 won't be much different than 29 or even 28, and that I shouldn't put too much emphasis on it. In fact, I should consider it a rite of passage! Many great humans' best works were birthed in their 30s, and many great careers began at 30. In the Bible alone, there are at least three honorable 30-year olds: Joseph became second-in-command of Egypt at 30; David was crowned king of Israel at 30; Jesus was 30 when He began His ministry. So, technically, I should be excited to shake off these twenties and enter a new age bracket...
But I'm not. Actually, I'm not as stressed, worried, or grieved about it as it may sound. I just don't want to grow up. I fear that people will suddenly realize the secret that I've been a kid all this time and have actually gotten away with it until now. I fear 30 will come and I'll finally be forced to be an adult. So, I'm not stressed, per se, just bummed.
With all that said, I've decided to attempt to make this year a memorable one. In order to help me do so, I've made a few resolutions...
1. I want to do one athletic event a month for the whole year, whether it be a run, a ride, a triathlon, an obstacle course, etc. Doing so will hopefully force me to stay moderately fit throughout the year as I continually train week by week. This feat should also earn me 12 new t-shirts by the end of the year for which I have no room but will gladly accept anyway. So far, I have already registered for the Greenville News Downtown 5k on January 21st and the Habitat for Humanity 5k at Wofford College on February 18th.
2. I want to lost one pound a month for the whole year. Logically, this puts me down a whole, healthy 12 pounds at the end of 2012. I like this idea. :) Hopefully, doing one event a month will help allow this second resolution to be completed with relative ease.
3. I would like to try posting on this blog at least once a week. I don't have any rational explanation for this resolution, and I am obviously already a week behind in keeping it; but, it still seems like a good idea. Better late than never.
4. This year I need to focus on being content. Lately, I've been dreaming about the future, wanting my career, and consequently my life, to hurry up and get jump started so I can finally begin to enjoy all those dreams and desires I've had to do without my whole life. But I have also felt convicted lately about not appreciating and being grateful for the many blessings I already have. So, I want to revise the "American Dream" for myself and simply enjoy what life has to offer for me in the here and now. God knows my future and I shall entrust it to Him. Result: contentment.
I have other, more personal resolutions that I won't list here. All of them are important to me, though, and I'll appreciate any and all encouragement and accountability there is to offer.
Here's a toast to 2012! Huzzah!
Most important to me is the fact that this year will be my last one in my 20s. I turn 29 on February 19th, which gives me a meager 12-month last chance to live out loud.
Now, I realize being 30 won't be much different than 29 or even 28, and that I shouldn't put too much emphasis on it. In fact, I should consider it a rite of passage! Many great humans' best works were birthed in their 30s, and many great careers began at 30. In the Bible alone, there are at least three honorable 30-year olds: Joseph became second-in-command of Egypt at 30; David was crowned king of Israel at 30; Jesus was 30 when He began His ministry. So, technically, I should be excited to shake off these twenties and enter a new age bracket...
But I'm not. Actually, I'm not as stressed, worried, or grieved about it as it may sound. I just don't want to grow up. I fear that people will suddenly realize the secret that I've been a kid all this time and have actually gotten away with it until now. I fear 30 will come and I'll finally be forced to be an adult. So, I'm not stressed, per se, just bummed.
With all that said, I've decided to attempt to make this year a memorable one. In order to help me do so, I've made a few resolutions...
1. I want to do one athletic event a month for the whole year, whether it be a run, a ride, a triathlon, an obstacle course, etc. Doing so will hopefully force me to stay moderately fit throughout the year as I continually train week by week. This feat should also earn me 12 new t-shirts by the end of the year for which I have no room but will gladly accept anyway. So far, I have already registered for the Greenville News Downtown 5k on January 21st and the Habitat for Humanity 5k at Wofford College on February 18th.
2. I want to lost one pound a month for the whole year. Logically, this puts me down a whole, healthy 12 pounds at the end of 2012. I like this idea. :) Hopefully, doing one event a month will help allow this second resolution to be completed with relative ease.
3. I would like to try posting on this blog at least once a week. I don't have any rational explanation for this resolution, and I am obviously already a week behind in keeping it; but, it still seems like a good idea. Better late than never.
4. This year I need to focus on being content. Lately, I've been dreaming about the future, wanting my career, and consequently my life, to hurry up and get jump started so I can finally begin to enjoy all those dreams and desires I've had to do without my whole life. But I have also felt convicted lately about not appreciating and being grateful for the many blessings I already have. So, I want to revise the "American Dream" for myself and simply enjoy what life has to offer for me in the here and now. God knows my future and I shall entrust it to Him. Result: contentment.
I have other, more personal resolutions that I won't list here. All of them are important to me, though, and I'll appreciate any and all encouragement and accountability there is to offer.
Here's a toast to 2012! Huzzah!
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